HOME IN MY HEAD.

Verse One

Sometimes on some nights, I still get an image of you in my head.

Sometimes it feels so right but then I remember the reality instead.

You’re no longer near me, I feel you fade.

In your arms, I felt safe.

I know I’ve got to move on but the memories are strong.

You didn’t leave a place for me, you just closed the door.

Chorus

See, I don’t wanna walk away.

I don’t wanna leave this place.

I’ve built a home in my head, my hearts too shattered to be a bed.

I don’t wanna let you go.

Damn, it feels wrong.

To even think about replacing you, the one I gave all my heart to.

A place where I felt safe.

Verse Two

I close my eyes and see your smile.

A face I wish I could pick up and erase.

I hear your voice, it echoes.

I go searching in corridors for a ghost.

You can no longer hear me, I felt you fade.

In some places, I see your face.

I know I’ve got to move on, I know it’s been too long.

You didn’t leave a place for me, you just closed the door.

Chorus

See, I don’t wanna walk away.

I don’t wanna leave this place.

I’ve built a home in my head, my hearts too shattered to be a bed.

I don’t wanna let you go.

Damn, it feels wrong.

To even think about replacing you, the one I gave all my heart to.

A place where I felt safe.

Bridge

Next to you, next to you is where I thought I belonged.

Everything in every place feels so wrong.

Now my head is a mess, hasn’t been the same since you left.

The day you walked out on me, did you ever think of turning back?

Chorus

See, I don’t wanna walk away.

I don’t wanna leave this place.

I’ve built a home in my head, my hearts too shattered to be a bed.

I don’t wanna let you go.

Damn, it feels wrong.

To even think about replacing you, the one I gave all my heart to.

A place where I felt safe.

 

Written By Billy-lee Aubreemae

GAVE A DAMN.

Verse One

One time.

Turned into too little, too late.

I understand that people can make mistakes.

You lied over again, hopes would fall once again.

You say we’re only friends, but we’re not.

I say I am strong enough, I don’t need to feel loved.

You compare me every time to someone I’m not.

Chorus

It’s not ever enough.

No matter what I do I can never match up.

To someone who you claim to love.

But if you love her, why do you call me up?

One day you’re here, I look for you again and you’ve disappeared.

When it’s convenient for you, you reappear.

You don’t give a damn about me, you never did.

Verse Two

Sorry.

I can only hear the word sorry so many times.

Block me so I look crazy.

The only one who’s crazy is the boy who lied.

Words replay in my head, I remember everything you said.

When I wanted it to end, you gave me hope.

Had a long way to go, you said you’d walk with me on this road.

When I turned I realised, I’m all alone.

Chorus

It’s not ever enough.

No matter what I do I can never match up.

To someone who you claim to love.

But if you love her, why do you call me up?

One day you’re here, I look for you again and you’ve disappeared.

When it’s convenient for you, you reappear.

You don’t give a damn about me, you never did.

Bridge

Prove all I was to you was a lame excuse.

All the things you said to me were never the truth.

You found it so easy to walk away.

What a shame.

I find it so easy to stay.

Chorus

It’s not ever enough.

No matter what I do I can never match up.

To someone who you claim to love.

But if you love her, why do you call me up?

One day you’re here, I look for you again and you’ve disappeared.

When it’s convenient for you, you reappear.

You don’t give a damn about me, you never did.

If you gave a damn about me, you’d still be here.

 

Written By Billy-lee Aubreemae

HAPPIER.

Verse One

It’s half past two in the morning.

I feel like for the past five years I’ve been mourning.

The death of someone who’s still alive, it drives me crazy.

But crazy is all that I’ve been feeling lately.

I say I’m over it, but is that a lie?

We spoke once or twice last year, you said you were fine.

You called me on a Sunday at this time of night.

Telling me all about your life.

Chorus

You say you’re happier than you’ve ever been.

She makes you happier more than I ever did.

I know, I know that I should be over it.

But I haven’t been happier since.

Verse Two

Sometimes I find it hard to sleep at night.

I think about all of the times you made me cry.

Does she know about that?

Know how it feels?

I loved you with all I had, that part was real.

Do you call up her friends like you did with mine?

Make a fool out of her?

Felt like I lost my mind.

Chorus

You say you’re happier than you’ve ever been.

She makes you happier more than I ever did.

I know, I know that I should be over it.

But I haven’t been happier since.

I keep telling myself, I’ll be okay.

But I can’t figure out why this won’t go away.

I know, I know that I hurt you too.

Why can’t I reach the point of happier like you?

Bridge

I heard you got over it pretty fast.

You left me here, just a memory of your past.

One minute you were here, then you were gone.

When I spent weeks breaking, you were moving on.

Chorus

You say you’re happier than you’ve ever been.

She makes you happier more than I ever did.

I know, I know that I should be over it.

But I haven’t been happier since.

 

Written By Billy-lee Aubreemae

LEAD YOU ON.

Verse One

This is how it goes, they come close and then I say it’s way too close.

I need space, but that’s not fair.

I push you so far away and then I wonder why you’re not there.

I’ve heard them say the same words before.

I assume you’re gonna walk away like the one before.

So I scream and I yell at you a little more.

You stare at my face and tell me your thoughts.

Chorus

Tell me, I’m begging for you to tell me what hurt you so bad?

Tell me, I’m screaming for you to yell at me the reason you’re mad?

You think I’m gonna walk away, but with you I know I’m home.

If you tell me all the things he did wrong, I promise I won’t lead you on.

Verse Two

I’m scared, is that something you wanna know?

My inner thoughts are so dark and cold.

3AM is not a place you wanna go, my head is a mess you should know.

You hold me when I fall apart on the bathroom floor.

It’s those things that make me love you more and more.

I wish I could take back what I said before.

You stare at my face and tell me I’m yours.

Chorus

Tell me, I’m begging for you to tell me what hurt you so bad?

Tell me, I’m screaming for you to yell at me the reason you’re mad?

You think I’m gonna walk away, but with you I know I’m home.

If you tell me all the things he did wrong, I promise I won’t lead you on.

Bridge

I don’t think that you can handle this.

What I mean, is it could be easier than what it is.

I don’t think that I’m worth fighting for.

I can tell by your eyes, you wanna walk out the door.

Chorus

Tell me, I’m begging for you to tell me what hurt you so bad?

Tell me, I’m screaming for you to yell at me the reason you’re mad?

You think I’m gonna walk away, but with you I know I’m home.

If you tell me all the things he did wrong, I promise I won’t lead you on.

 

Written By Billy-lee Aubreemae